My characters are talking to me at night again. So exciting. Some, I know, would take medication for that but I am thrilled. I think they're back because I'm making space for them and my writing again.

I don't know how the whole Muse Industry works, really I don't. I just know there are a few things I'm doing differently that have my head and heart back in my work and I couldn't be happier about it. Even if it does keep me up at night.

My critique group met last night and once again I held my breath as A. read all 13 pages of Chapter 2 out loud. Which of course, means the draft of Chapter 2 is finished. I assure you that would not have happened without the deadline of wanting to have it ready for the group.

• Co-starting the critique group - because it holds me accountable for moving forward with the book and gives me a place to practice sharing my work and getting honest feedback.

• Attending Northwest Author Series events - the inspiration from the speakers as well as identifying myself as a writer hanging out with other writers talking about "writerly" things.

• Shifting from using my Outline as an oppressive crusher of spirits and more as a springboard, or guide. Essentially opening the door for inspiration and listening to my characters.

• Not being quite as concerned about publication and genre and allowing myself to ENJOY the process of writing. I feel like I'm writing this for me again and that makes all the difference.

• Putting together a support system of people who ask about the book and support me in writing it. Because the process is this crazy combination of fun and brutal.